diff --git a/Cargo.toml b/Cargo.toml
index 907bcfe..a1b647a 100644
--- a/Cargo.toml
+++ b/Cargo.toml
@@ -18,7 +18,6 @@ codecov = { repository = "jonhoo/bus", branch = "master", service = "github" }
 maintenance = { status = "passively-maintained" }
 
 [dependencies]
-atomic-option = "0.1"
 num_cpus = "1.6.2"
 parking_lot_core = "0.9"
 crossbeam-channel = "0.5"
diff --git a/src/lib.rs b/src/lib.rs
index bd3247b..bf5618d 100644
--- a/src/lib.rs
+++ b/src/lib.rs
@@ -100,12 +100,13 @@
 #![deny(missing_docs)]
 #![warn(rust_2018_idioms)]
 
-use atomic_option::AtomicOption;
 use crossbeam_channel as mpsc;
 use parking_lot_core::SpinWait;
 
 use std::cell::UnsafeCell;
+use std::marker::PhantomData;
 use std::ops::Deref;
+use std::ptr;
 use std::sync::atomic;
 use std::sync::mpsc as std_mpsc;
 use std::sync::Arc;
@@ -190,7 +191,7 @@ impl<T: Clone + Sync> Seat<T> {
             // we're the last reader, so we may need to notify the writer there's space in the buf.
             // can be relaxed, since the acquire at the top already guarantees that we'll see
             // updates.
-            waiting = self.waiting.take(atomic::Ordering::Relaxed);
+            waiting = self.waiting.take();
 
             // since we're the last reader, no-one else will be cloning this value, so we can
             // safely take a mutable reference, and just take the val instead of cloning it.
@@ -381,7 +382,7 @@ impl<T> Bus<T> {
                 // no, so block by parking and telling readers to notify on last read
                 self.state.ring[fence]
                     .waiting
-                    .replace(Some(Box::new(thread::current())), atomic::Ordering::Relaxed);
+                    .swap(Some(Box::new(thread::current())));
 
                 // need the atomic fetch_add to ensure reader threads will see the new .waiting
                 self.state.ring[fence]
@@ -419,7 +420,7 @@ impl<T> Bus<T> {
             let state = unsafe { &mut *next.state.get() };
             state.max = readers;
             state.val = Some(val);
-            next.waiting.replace(None, atomic::Ordering::Relaxed);
+            next.waiting.take();
             next.read.store(0, atomic::Ordering::Release);
         }
         self.rleft[tail] = 0;
@@ -820,3 +821,48 @@ impl<T: Clone + Sync> Iterator for BusIntoIter<T> {
         self.0.recv().ok()
     }
 }
+
+struct AtomicOption<T> {
+    ptr: atomic::AtomicPtr<T>,
+    _marker: PhantomData<Option<Box<T>>>,
+}
+
+unsafe impl<T: Send> Send for AtomicOption<T> {}
+unsafe impl<T: Send> Sync for AtomicOption<T> {}
+
+impl<T> AtomicOption<T> {
+    fn empty() -> Self {
+        Self {
+            ptr: atomic::AtomicPtr::new(ptr::null_mut()),
+            _marker: PhantomData,
+        }
+    }
+
+    fn swap(&self, val: Option<Box<T>>) -> Option<Box<T>> {
+        let old = match val {
+            Some(val) => self.ptr.swap(Box::into_raw(val), atomic::Ordering::AcqRel),
+            // Acquire is needed to synchronize with the store of a non-null ptr, but since a null ptr
+            // will never be dereferenced, there is no need to synchronize the store of a null ptr.
+            None => self.ptr.swap(ptr::null_mut(), atomic::Ordering::Acquire),
+        };
+        if old.is_null() {
+            None
+        } else {
+            // SAFETY:
+            // - AcqRel/Acquire ensures that it does not read a pointer to potentially invalid memory.
+            // - We've checked that old is not null.
+            // - We do not store invalid pointers other than null in self.ptr.
+            Some(unsafe { Box::from_raw(old) })
+        }
+    }
+
+    fn take(&self) -> Option<Box<T>> {
+        self.swap(None)
+    }
+}
+
+impl<T> Drop for AtomicOption<T> {
+    fn drop(&mut self) {
+        drop(self.take());
+    }
+}